again

Crap I'm sick again. AGAIN. Freaking again!! This is the 3rd time in 3 months I've gotten the flu. I think I've caught all 234293784 variations of the flu in the 20 years of my life. It seems like forever since I felt alive and well. Other times I just wanna lie in bed and sleep, but it's hard when you can't breathe properly and you start hacking and coughing every 10 minutes. I think this must be what hell is like.

Haha otherwise I'm ok. Rag is getting abit boring. Mache-ing non-stop and getting frustrated when the starched newspaper tears in your hand and you have to start over again. Or when the tiny pieces of crepe paper you're trying to stick onto the cardboard flower get mashed together and you have to do it again, and all you wanna do is to crush the damn flower and throw it away. Hahha I'm just joking. Rag might be boring but I have plenty of pple and gossip to entertain me!

Anyway I'm considering changing to Auto for my driving lessons. I hate the stupid clutch. It ruins my life. And I can't brake properly without giving my instructor whiplash. And it's not like I'm gonna be driving a lorry in the future. My mum can't even remember how to drive manually man. And if I change now, at least I'd know how to start and move a manual car in case of emergencies haha. But I shall see how it goes after tomorrow's lesson.

You say you're waiting on fate
But I think fate is now
I think fate is now
Waiting on us