After CNY, comes CP. No surprise there haha.

What I really need now is balance in everything, from my responsibilities and obligations to my emotions.

Taking things one step at a time has never been more important. That goes the same for my walk with God.

But I'm grateful for every little accomplishment/crossed hurdle along the way :)



Well, I've been afraid of changing
Cause I've built my life around you

CNY with so many dietary restrictions is not CNY.

I'm at home drowning in self-pity and misery while my family is out having fish head curry :( Not that I can't join them, just that there's no point in looking at people eat food you can't eat.
I hate this.

Hives + cramps + CP = Emo elmo and "Why-is-this-happening-to-me??"

Or it could just be PMS. Rahhh.

Lord, I need Your comfort and peace of mind.

So don't go away,

Say what you say,

Say that you'll stay,

Forever and a day

hive-d

Misery comes in the form of hives.

Don't know what they are? I didn't know till last night, when it turned me into a panicking wreck.

"Urticaria, also known as hives, is an outbreak of swollen, pale red bumps or plaques (wheals) on the skin that appear suddenly -- either as a result of the body's adverse reaction to certain allergens, or for unknown reasons." -WebMD

I can confirm that they're damn gross. And it's true that sometimes no one knows why they come about. They're sneaky and mysterious, like they'd suddenly appear in one area then disappear and re-appear elsewhere. It's making me paranoid cuz I keep checking for new spots haha. I just hope I'd get better before CNY :(

On the good side, it gives rise to funny conversations like this:

adelyne.
now much better, except will still have random patches here and there
no one knows what i'm allergic to haha
and like the patches will come and go, like will suddenly appear in 1 spot then disappear and appear elsehwere
make me paranoid lor, cu zi keep checking for new spots haha
and i think will take a few days to fully recover :(

huajia
)))
i read "cu zi"
i thought you take off your pants every now and then to check for new patches
HAHAHA
i read as ku zi

adelyne.
hahahaha!!!
well i do that too
but you werent supposed to know

huajia
HAHAHHAH
((()))
i help you check?

Well, I'll just treat it as another one of God's freak acts of nature haha.

Heart skipped a beat
And when I caught it you were out of reach
But I'm sure, I'm sure
You've heard if before