where nobody knows if it's night or day

I spent last night going through my old blog entries with Kaishi haha. Must say the content of my entries have changed drastically since I started blogging. And I can't help but feel that I was really very childish in the past. The things I said were really cringe-worthy. In fact, I feel kinda ashamed of who I was. All the make-believe angst and emo shit. I was king of my world, and this world only had one occupant - me. I feel sorry for my poor parents who had to bear with me and all my nonsense. Well, at least I'm much better now, except for the occasional episodes of rebellion haha.

Caught the Harry Potter movie today too, with Qi and Hongsheng. The movie was quite disappointing I must say. I thought it'd be longer, and it was really quite dark. The climax was too short also. But I guess it's not that easy to squeeze over 800 pages of manuscript into a 2 hour movie. At least the company was good. Must say I really missed the both of them after not seeing each other for 2 weeks. It feels weird to miss church, yet not that weird. There's kind of a thrill in breaking your habit even if it's just once, but I don't want to make skipping church a habit. And yes, I feel weird if I don't see my church friends for more than a week haha. I guess people can become a habit too.

Like how I feel now when I'm at home instead of at rag. I'm starting to miss the people at rag haha. It gets depressing when you're doing the same thing 24/7, but I think the people around you make all the difference between quitting and staying on. You know there are others to support you and push you ahead when you're feeling down, and of course, it feels great to fool around and just let loose with them haha. I need people to wake me in the mornings too haha.

But I think I've been slacking alot. Like coming late, and leaving halfway often. I feel real guilty about it though. I don't wanna make rag my number 1 priority in life but it seems like I have no choice. Hopefully things will change next week when I'm relatively less occupied with other things.

I like to put song lyrics at the end of each post :) I think lyrics have the ability to describe a multitude of feelings and emotions in just a few lines. And yet move you at the same time.

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day