I'm sorry to say that I'm a spineless thing who sold her soul for a little extra cash. Again.
In exchange, I'm giving up my freedom and getting another 2 months' worth of drama, 6.45am mornings, and long train rides.
Oh well.
I wanted to stay home
but I went running running running running from the troubles
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
The job search has been a long and laborious process. Or rather, I've been making it long cuz of my procrastination. Especially now that my last day has been postponed to December. The good thing is that I can earn some money while (slowly) looking for another job, but the bad thing obviously is that I'm still at the office.
My work environment calls for an extremely delicate process of maintaining appearances, especially in front of the boss, and sometimes in front of colleagues. The brain-mouth filter also has to be constantly on alert, for fear that someone will misinterpret what you're saying or worse, will pass it along the grapevine. I seriously hope not all offices are like that. It's extremely tiring. To grin and bear it when your boss insults you, or to refrain from bitching about others.
On the one hand I want to be part of the group, but on the other hand I have to stay detached and objective. Well ok, my colleagues have been really nice and we get along fine. But I can't help but feel that it's dependent on what I say/do. Argh. And especially as a Christian, sometimes it's hard to balance what the world demands with behaving in a way that is befitting of your godly calling.
I think out of the 7 days of the week I only like Fridays and Saturdays cuz they don't precede work days. Yucks.
I'm so tired I don't know what I'm saying.
And if you fall hard, I fall harder
If you're gonna break, just let it break
I'll pick up the pieces and mistakes
My work environment calls for an extremely delicate process of maintaining appearances, especially in front of the boss, and sometimes in front of colleagues. The brain-mouth filter also has to be constantly on alert, for fear that someone will misinterpret what you're saying or worse, will pass it along the grapevine. I seriously hope not all offices are like that. It's extremely tiring. To grin and bear it when your boss insults you, or to refrain from bitching about others.
On the one hand I want to be part of the group, but on the other hand I have to stay detached and objective. Well ok, my colleagues have been really nice and we get along fine. But I can't help but feel that it's dependent on what I say/do. Argh. And especially as a Christian, sometimes it's hard to balance what the world demands with behaving in a way that is befitting of your godly calling.
I think out of the 7 days of the week I only like Fridays and Saturdays cuz they don't precede work days. Yucks.
I'm so tired I don't know what I'm saying.
And if you fall hard, I fall harder
If you're gonna break, just let it break
I'll pick up the pieces and mistakes
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