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I bought 2 cds on a whim today. Now I don't really know why I bought them cuz I realised I could've actually just downloaded them (albeit illegally) haha. I think I must have been too deprived of english songs at rag. Chinese songs are played 24/7 there, thus there are alot of repeats that are played almost endlessly, to the point that I know the song lyrics and the tune but not the singer and the title haha.

And I'm finally home!! Lalala, I love the sweet sweet scent of home :)) The familiarity and comfort, the endless supply of hot water, the ready availibility of food and of course family! Plus I can sleep in without feeling guilty, and without being woken up by a million different kinds of alarm tones at different intervals haha.

By the way, I applied for SEP and got it, but not where I wanted to go. I wanted the University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill, but got sent to Texas A&M University instead. Hmmm actually I'm fine with it, cuz it's actually not that bad of an institution. I think I'm more afraid of the loneliness, weather, food, accommodation, and everything basically. I've always wanted to experience life overseas but now that it's become more real I don't know if I have the courage to do it. Sigh. It's like hall I guess, except that if I miss the comforts of home I'd have to fly a few thousand miles back haha. And I'm afraid of missing out on the happenings in school back in Singapore. Not to mention I'd miss Boran very very much haha.

Sigh, I think I'm always like that; doing things on a whim, then regretting later. Like buying those 2 cds haha.

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