I hate it when the pple around me are emo. Heck, I hate the word "emo".

I hate feeling helpless and not knowing what to do when the pple around me are feeling down. Especially those who won't give you a clue on why they're so upset. Besides the helplessness, I really hate it when I'm affected by the gloom and doom hanging in the air around me. Cuz believe me, no matter how hard I try to stay bright and cheery for them, I can't control my mood if it swings the other way.

So on one hand, I wanna help those who are troubled but I don't wanna let it affect my own mood. I can choose to ignore them, but then if I do that, I can't really be considered as a friend. And I think for me, when I'm sad, I'd choose to show it because I want to be showered with concern, even though I might not want to share my problems. So I think it's the same for those around me.

Argh, I hate being so emotional. Especially when I'm sad not because of a specific reason, but cuz my mood was affected. I guess I'm just being selfish. But I'm human too.

And I have the knack of thinking myself into depression, cuz I like to overcomplicate matters by thinking too much about things that weren't really that complex in the first place.

Pfft. Oh wells, at least I'm ok now I guess.