pro-active

I'm tired, but I'm restless. And I think I've been sleeping way too much for my own good. So why do I still feel so lethargic?

Hmmm, so I finally got my Biz Comm module, after calling the CELC woman like 4 or 5 times. She thought I was urgent so she decided to give a slot to me haha. Thank God :) I think it's at times when you finally decide to leave it all up to Him, rather than continually rely on yourself, that things will change for the better. You'd think it'll be easy to just give in to His will, but most times, our pride stops us from doing so. We like to think we're strong and capable enough to solve our own problems, and ultimately forget who's the potter and who's the clay.

But then again, I realise I should be more pro-active in solving my problems, rather than sit around and whine and complain all day long. I should learn to help myself a bit more next time.

Ok, now that school has started, it's back to the good old days of tutorials, tutorials and more tutorials, with dreadful mid-term tests in between. Oh and lectures. Sigh. I have forgotten how to be a mugger. Not that I was ever one in the first place haha.

I'm starting to miss my sec school and jc buddies though. Haven't seen them for such a loong time. We have to meet up!! If everyone's not too busy, that is.

But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
And I could still be ruthless if you let me