foundation

I never thought things will be more complicated in university. In fact, it's starting to look like a secondary school/JC-esque war zone. Maybe cuz we overcomplicate matters by our own doing.

Oh well. At least I've learnt something from this: there's no point in anger, and it doesn't resolve anything. It took me quite a while to realise this though. Oh and that goes the same for grudges. Sometimes I wished girls can be more like guys, as in slightly more able to forgive and forget.

I'm reminded about the verse in Ephesians, something about not letting the sun go down on you while you're angry, cuz it'll let the devil gain a foothold in your heart. Something like that, I can't remember exactly haha. It's true isn't it? You tend to do really stupid things when you're mad (and I can bear testament to that haha). Things that only end up hurting those around you, and instead of getting what you set out for in the beginning, you only distant yourself from others.

Sometimes I can't really separate the good from the bad.

I need to "renew my mind" and be more Christ-like. And stop acting like a hypocrite.

My fingertips are holding onto
The cracks in our foundation
And I know that I should let go, but I can't