In the midst of my huge pile of readings (and that's only for 2 modules), I can't help but feel that my life is spent meaninglessly. I feel that I should be doing something else besides going to school, studying, and sleeping. But like what? Join case competitions or school clubs? Then again, I don't know if I can afford the time. I'm still working part-time for the PR firm I interned for, but although the work so far is still manageable, it can get unpredictable and might burn up my weekends (and whatever leisure time I can afford).
I guess it's mostly peer pressure that's forcing me to think about all this. And of course, the undeniable need to build up my resume. Many companies are also starting to come in for recruitment talks, and I can't help but think about my future after graduation. I seriously don't know what I wanna work as. I'm just trying to delay my graduation, but before that, I need to be able to meet the criteria for Honours. Which brings me back to the desperate need to study hard, and pull up my pathetic CAP.
It doesn't help that I have so many projects, reports and presentations this sem. And those readings. Gahh. As mentioned in my previous post, my Mondays (and now Tuesdays) are horrendously long and packed. I'm almost burned out before I even reach Wednesday. Then I spend the rest of the week recovering (and preparing for the next week). Shit man.
I feel so miserable right now :( Lord, please give me strength to make it through this semester. And the wisdom and discipline to use my time wisely.
Don't call the doctors
I don't need no medication
I just need one more vacation
And make it last
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