butterflies in the stomach

For some reason, I'm kinda dreading school this semester. You know, the butterflies in the stomach feeling. Not that I've always loved school, but I guess after being away for 7 months, I'm just really afraid of going back to see that everything has changed and not being able to cope with it all. Also, this sem I'm gonna be taking different modules from most of my friends. Even though, technically it's like being back in Texas, where I'm the only Singaporean (and Asian) in my class. It's just different.

The worse thing is, my Mondays are like absolutely crazy. 9am to 8pm?! Albeit with two 2-hour breaks in between. Which sucks, cuz I won't know what to do with myself during those breaks. Walk around, study, hang around? Sigh. It's times like these that I wish I stayed in hall haha. I think sooner or later, I'm gonna skip my 6pm class hahaha. And I have 9am classes on Mon and Tues. And I have to take a bus, so that means I have to wake up at 7am. Gawd. I think I can count the number of times I've woken up before 8am in the past few months, with one hand.

Anyway, the past week has been crazy. I've had 3 occasions where I've had to stand for hours while being squashed in a crowd of people. The first one being Singfest, the second one at Zouk, and the third at Rag on Fri. Mambo Night at Zouk was nuts. There were sooo many people! But it was fun, other than almost being jostled to death, getting into a back-to-back shoving match with a guy who kept pushing his way into my personal space, and being winked at by an ang moh (creepy but amusing). It was entertaining to see people doing the Para Para-like Mambo 'moves'. If it were anywhere else, it'll look downright ridiculous haha. But clubbing should definitely be kept to a once-in-a-while kind of thing. It's bad for your heart, ears, eyesight, and health in general.

Rag Day was tiring too. Went back to help on Thurs, and it was discouraging to see the seniors hard at work mache-ing, while a huge group of juniors were using eye power. Somehow, they made our effort last year seem like it was in vain. I've heard many disappointing things about the juniors also. Well, at least they won! Haha and didn't put Bizad to shame as we had previously expected.

Ok, let's hope this sem will go smoothly. It's time to work hard again, after a 7 months long honeymoon. I need to pull up my CAP (it's what I always say each sem right ahha)!

And I know I said some things that hurt
It took 97 missed calls to finally get over you