hit and miss

I suddenly miss Singapore very much. I don't know why, cuz I haven't really been thinking alot about home haha. But after talking to Shuqi online that night, I suddenly miss everyone :( It's the feeling of home I guess. Being able to shoot my mouth off without thinking too much haha. And being able to tease someone (besides my roommate, who incidentally posted a "Go Back to Mexico!" sign on my door when I came back).

I miss the food! Especially the variety and convenience. All I have to do is walk 3 mins, and I can something to eat, even at 2am in the morning.

I miss our transport system. Yes, even the rude SBS drivers haha. I think I might have trouble adjusting to the (lack of) courtesy at home. The people here are just too nice haha. I think I'll probably get beaten if I said "hi" to a random stranger in Singapore. Anyway, yeah I miss our transport system. The convenience of it all. I can always find my way home, even if I'm stuck at some Ulu Pandan place at 12 midnight haha.

I miss the safety and security. I don't have to fear for my life if I come home late. Over here, I freak out if I don't hear from my dear friend in NY for a few days. Maybe I'm just paranoid.

I miss PARKWAY. Oh man, the one-stop centre for everything. It has everything I'll ever need haha. And it's so near. Gosh, Parkway is seriously my second home hah. I think I sound like an auntie, but oh well.

I miss the PEOPLE. Especially the people. I'm talking about my friends actually. Not Singaporeans in general haha. I miss being able to hang out with friends with just a phone call. And hanging out at Shuqi's place watching movies that make us look intellectual, when in reality we have no clue what's going on. And going out with WWF to do dumb stuff. Talking cock. Being myself.

I hate it when people here don't understand me when I speak. And I can't really start doing dumb stuff cuz I don't know how they'll take it haha. I need to hang out with people who have the same frequency as me!! I think I'm only really myself when I'm talking to my friends online/through webcam.

But it's all an experience I guess. The more I think about home, the more likely I'll go back to the emotional state I was in when I just came here. And I don't wanna go back there. I really like where I am now haha. Granted there are times when I'd feel lonely and extra, but I know I'm going to get through this stronger, and better for it.

Oh btw, I just watched "Juno" online. And it was great! Like they managed to turn a serious issue into something light-hearted and uplifting. Anyway it's sad that I have to watch movies online. It's not that I don't wanna go to a cinema, cuz believe me, I really wanna do that (since movies are only us$4, which is cheap). I just need the FREAKINGG TRANSPORT. One day I just might steal a car here haha. I'm joking.

Ok, I'm going off. I've never slept before 2am the whole of this week, so I'm pretty bushed. By the way I was over at Monterrey, in Mexico, for the weekend. Woots. It was crazy. I'm so happy to be back alive haha. I'll post pictures and details once I have the time/mood to do that. And I'm really upset about my camera and it's puny, non-existent battery life. I hope it can last me through Spring Break :(

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you