touchdown

Shit it's 4 am now and I'm wide awake?? Must have slept too much just now haha.

Well, so I made it here alive and in one piece, albeit after hours of flying/waiting. It's been an ordeal man. Especially cuz I'm doing all of this alone. When you look at all the other people at the airport, with their family and friends with them, it kinda reminds you of your own family and of how much you miss them. I really really miss my family so much. I never knew it'd be so hard. I think it's true when they say you only miss what you have when it's gone. Everytime I hear my parents' voices on the phone, I have to fight very hard to keep my tears in. I can't stop thinking about what they're doing at home, and how much I wish I could be there with them :(

I've been praying very hard too, but it all takes time I guess. ARGH! Help me.... I feel like flying all the way back home now. Sigh. I'm finding it damn hard to be positive and hopeful.

Anyway, College Station is huge! The university is like an entire town on it's own! But it's damn ulu here, maybe cuz school hasn't started yet. Hmmm hope to walk around tmr (or rather today). It's quite cold though, especially when the wind blows haha.

Ok I'm going to try to sleep somemore. Continue to pray for me yup? I need all your prayers right now.