like we were free

Wahaha, I finally got our WWF outing pictures from Jamie!

Yay!

The longer the time we spend with each other...

...the lower our IQ drops.

I think my face looked like crap haha. Damn pimples.

The four musketeers.

Then we decided to kill one off to make it three.

Our future careers.

Old times haha.

Come on and we'll sing, like we were free
Push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us

it could be better

I should learn to mind my own business, and to stop caring about the lives/moods/problems/shit of other people. It'll probably make me a much happier person. Ignorance is bliss, after all. What's theirs is theirs, and not mine to take up. But I can't pretend I don't know anything, as much as I want to.

Sometimes all I really want is to be left alone.

I can't seem to get myself out of this rut. Or maybe I just need other people in my life.

'How's your day?'
It could be better
If you'd care to fix another.

flower show riots

I'm in one of my blah moods now. The one where I-know-I-should-be-doing-something-but-I'm-content-to-sit-here-and-heck-everything-and-rot. Otherwise known as inertia and procrastination.

One thing I did do is to buy The Great Spy Experiment's debut album, "Flower Show Riots".

It's damn nice. You really cannot tell they're from Singapore, that's how great they are. And it really goes to show how far local music has come. Anyway, go buy it! Support local music!!

You twist when I shout,
In when I'm out,
There when I'm here,
Why do I bother?

would you believe me then

My dog went for his sterilisation today. Poor thing. Anyway, just some pics of him :)

I hate falling sick. I hate blowing my nose every minute, and feel daggers going down my throat everytime I swallow my saliva. It's ironic, cuz sleep is supposed to help you, but my pain intensifies whenever I try to do so haha. Shit, this sucks.

Anyway, my schedule in October is like a nightmare. I feel like crying and/or hyperventilating everytime I look at it. All the essay deadlines and project presentations. I need motivation!

And I've been listening to 'Nsync recently hahha. ("It's tearing up my heart, when I'm with you, but when we are apart I feel it tooooo....") Yes it's embarrassing, and their music videos were downright cheesy. But the music brings back fond memories of my younger (and simpler) days. And come on, you know you can't help but sing along with them wahhaha.

If I promised to change
If I carried the blame
Would you believe me then?

zennn

I'm pissed now. But I must move on. Practise zen...

"Ommmmmm....."

It'snotworthit.It'snotworthit.It'snotworthit.

It's at times like these that I really treasure my 老朋友 :) Even if you can't trust anyone around you, you know they're still there haha.

Yippeee. 吃的很饱，很爽! Woohoo.

Haven't you wondered
Why I'm always alone
When you're in my dreams

foundation

I never thought things will be more complicated in university. In fact, it's starting to look like a secondary school/JC-esque war zone. Maybe cuz we overcomplicate matters by our own doing.

Oh well. At least I've learnt something from this: there's no point in anger, and it doesn't resolve anything. It took me quite a while to realise this though. Oh and that goes the same for grudges. Sometimes I wished girls can be more like guys, as in slightly more able to forgive and forget.

I'm reminded about the verse in Ephesians, something about not letting the sun go down on you while you're angry, cuz it'll let the devil gain a foothold in your heart. Something like that, I can't remember exactly haha. It's true isn't it? You tend to do really stupid things when you're mad (and I can bear testament to that haha). Things that only end up hurting those around you, and instead of getting what you set out for in the beginning, you only distant yourself from others.

Sometimes I can't really separate the good from the bad.

I need to "renew my mind" and be more Christ-like. And stop acting like a hypocrite.

My fingertips are holding onto
The cracks in our foundation
And I know that I should let go, but I can't

i know in whom i have believed

"Record my lament;
list my tears on your scroll -
are they not in your record?"
- Psalms 56:8

"My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever."
- Psalms 73:26

Indeed, I know in whom I have believed, and He will never let me down. The world may disappoint but at least I know there is one constant in my life, who will never ever abandon me. He'll see me through every sorrow and every joy. For this I rejoice in His name :)

Anyway, WWF outing on Fri was fun!! It's like old times again haha. I can't wait to meet everyone again!! Now we're all waiting for Jamie to upload the photos haha.

But shucks, the weekend's over :( Damn. I really don't wanna go to school. And I don't understand how something so simple can become so far-fetched. It's almost like making a mountain out of a molehill. I guess I can't, and never will, understand some people. I'm glad I have other more predictable people around me.