Monday, August 17, 2009

After years of sending off countless friends overseas, and countless trips to Changi Airport, you'd think I'd have been used to sending another friend off. But no. I think it just gets harder everytime :( Once again, I must ask, "Why can't everyone just stay here and be happy?" Or rather, "WHY CAN'T I GO OVERSEAS TOO??"

Ah, but well, you can't have everything you want. I have to be happy for my friends who are off pursuing greener pastures. I just don't like the feeling of being left behind. I haven't felt this sad about a friend leaving since Janice left, but I guess I'll get over it soon (amidst the mountain of schoolwork).

So here's to Jamie: my dear neighbour, ally, fellow tshirt-shorts-slippers-crumpler friend, chauffeur, and pirate who likes to steal my songs and movies. I'm gonna miss the times when I can just call you up for a meal at Upper East Coast Rd/Parkway (those superb makan times haha), or just to watch a movie; laughing at the most inappropriate times during movies; when we take turns to drive out while the other person navigates; when we'd take the same bus home/out during outings; when you'd come over randomly to watch shows at my house; when we'd make fun of the rest; when we'd be cheapo shits together, going after all the bargains; and of course when you'd listen to all my complaints and nonsense. Wow I didn't realize we did so many things together haha. Actually we don't really meet so often, but at least last time I knew there was someone there I could just call and arrange to meet. Now, she's like 1000 miles away.

I'll really miss her!! Hopefully China won't ban email next, so at least can still talk online haha. But then again, 天下无不散之宴席. She'll be back soon, and WWF will be united again!

On the other hand, now that Jamie's away, Janice going away soon, and the rest all already working, I'm gonna be super lonesome :(( Plus with school sucking so much, I think I might fall into depression soon haha. Ah cannot cannot, I must be positive!

I will have to pull my heart away
'Cos if I never leave I'll ruin yesterday

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