Don't you just HATE insomnia??? I abhor it. Being the pig I am, sleep is one of the few pleasures in my life and being robbed of sleep involuntarily (excluding the times when it was work-related) just SUCKS.
This usually happens to me when I have to wake up really early the next morning, or when I am particulary troubled (usually the former haha). How ironic to lose sleep, just when you need it the most. Anyway what I really hate is the tossing and turning in the dark, when you can hear every little sound in the house, and when your head is full of crazy thoughts. It's really just the helplessness of it all, because nothing you do seems to be able to lull you to sleep, whether you try to read your notes, read a book, or even count sheep. Then the next morning (after a short nap), I'll get a bad headache and will get all cranky and have to survive on large amounts of coffee. And for the next few nights, you're afraid to go to bed because you have developed a phobia of insomnia haha. Argh it's horrible.
"People were always getting ready for tomorrow. I didnt believe in that. Tomorrow wasnt getting ready for them. It didnt even know they were there."
"You forget what you want to remember, and you remember what you want to forget."
"Listen to me, he said, when your dreams are of some world that never was or some world that never will be, and you're happy again, then you'll have given up. Do you understand? And you can't give up, I won't let you."
"Borrowed time and borrowed world and borrowed eyes with which to sorrow it."
- Cormac McCarthy, "The Road"
Even if you wanted to
Even if you could,
You can't say no
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