I've already said all there is to say, and I'm tired of having to explain myself all the time. At the end of the day, all of this is pretty pointless and will not solve anything. Everyone will just go around exchanging barbs and veiled insults, and it will never end. I'll just keep getting more upset, and honestly, I have other more important things to worry about. I don't want to expend my energy and time on things that I cannot change. What's been done, has been done, and nothing else can possibly change it. And really, from a bigger perspective, all this bickering is quite meaningless and immature.

Sometimes I regret that I only learn my lessons only after I'm 21. I wished I knew all these things sooner. Things like: learning to measure myself with the same yardstick I use to judge others before criticising them, thinking before I speak, and the wisdom of reacting only after I've calmed down, and not when I'm still angry. I've made so many mistakes, and lost so many things before I finally learnt all of this. Why is it that in order to gain something, you have to lose something else first? It's ironic. But sadly, that's what life is. And yet, I still have so much more to learn.

No matter how we try to justify ourselves, it doesn't change the words that have been said, nor does it reduce the responsibility and consequences for what happens next. You can't add disclaimers in real life.

So in conclusion, I'm just really tired of all this. I'm not upset. I just don't wanna care anymore.

Term break is looking to be pretty busy and dreary :( Tests, projects and webcasts await me! What's the point of having a break, if you're gonna be spending it in school anyway? I wish I was on exchange again haha.

Oh and I'm currently hooked on this sitcom called "The Big Bang Theory".
It's about this group of 4 really smart but extremely geeky guys, and their pretty neighbour who is like the average human being. So it's about how the guys' social awkwardness and geekiness clashes with their neighbour's life, which is hilarious. I don't really know how to describe it, but it's like the nerdy version of "Friends" haha.

Follow the lights that line the streets
Connecting telephones
Follow the lights from house to house
And they will lead you home