random

Some random stuff:

Although my life is a M.E.S.S. (Mug, Eat, Shit, Sleep) right now, I can safely say that I'm quite content. At least my mind doesn't have a chance to wander off , saving me from thinking myself into (unnecessary) depression.

And it gives me a purpose in life, even if this purpose comes with plenty of suffering. I mean, at the end of the day, I still detest deadlines.

I think I'm really very zhu. Yes I finally admit it. I love my sleep and my food. I become grumpy without them. But coffee perks me right up. And makes me really hyper haha. I think I become very crazy when I drink too much coffee. But at least I'm happy when I'm crazy :)

I miss being with my best friends. I miss being able to shoot my mouth off without too much consideration. Cuz I know nothing I say will be held against me. I can't keep anything from them. There are also never really any awkward silent moments with them, cuz there aren't any silences to begin with (I can't shut up when I'm around them haha), and even if there are, our silences are comfortable ones.

I'm happy that I have my dog, Congee, at home. I love it that he's always happy to see me when I come home. A dog's love is unconditional I guess. But it's better if you have some food to bribe him with haha.

Ok I think that's all I have to say.

I'm a beggar and I'm a chooser
I'm accused, I'm an accuser
But nothing's unconditional