are we free of the dumb luck

I have decided to stop wallowing in misery over my abysmal results. There's still a dull ache in my heart though :(((((. Oh well, it's over. Really wanna thank those pple who bothered to listen to my wails of despair although you have better things to do (like worry over your own results). Especially Huajia who presented me with 2 lovely donuts from Donut Factory after queueing 3 hours for them!

Today in church, the speaker talked about seeing both sides in everything. So I shall look at my dismal results from both sides. The bad side is, well, obviously quite obvious haha. My cap is really lowww. And I'm gonna need alot to pull it up again. On the good side, at least I have something to learn from this. I have to buck up!! No more ponning (I think this is really hard, but I'll try). And to study harder and earlier of course. Sigh.

But for now, since there's no studying for me to do, I can only enjoy my hols! And yes my hols (or what's left of them) look promising haha. FOC! Rag! Staying in school for the whole of July! Woots. Hmmm on the other hand, no I don't think I look forward to camping in school for 4 weeks. I only hope I'd get used to sleeping in the auditorium on mattresses haha.

Anyway, yesterday's cab ride really opened my eyes to some pple. It's the first time in my life that I've been truly disgusted by someone I know. I was practically fuming throughout the whole journey. You have no idea how happy I was to finally reach home.

Oh and yes, finally met up with my dear VJ jie meis on Friday! Am too lazy to upload photos now, so I shall do it next time. Glad to see that everyone's the same. Alaric's still as bu yao lian and cam-whorey as ever, Simin's the same gossipy and man-desperate woman, Xinwei still likes to bully me, and Nina, er well, is still Nina haha. Had a great time catching up with everyone :D

Been spending lots of time with Boran lately also. Not that I regret them :))) I've had lotsa lotsa fun!! Walking around in Toys R Us, going for the weird Bosch training thing (I know how to use drills and power saws!), talking and sleeping in the National Library, and my first shot at St James haha. There's never a dull moment with you guys haha. Especially with my dear spicegirls and mamasan (who is always MIA, off looking for her boys perhaps heh).

I want more outings please! More more more!! With everyone! I need more $$ too hee.

But clocks keep slippery time

They paint the salt stained lines

of the best and the worst and the maritimes

When your eyes are off me, I'm alone.